In the morning light I awoke, and my eyes were opened to the morning light, to the light of the vision that presented itself before me. And I saw with other eyes and it seemed that all of creation, the sky, the clouds, the Earth and trees and all that therein is, was one vast living creature, and it had a face, and that face was indescribable.
It seemed unformed (deformed) and to be struggling waiting for release from torment, waiting for a change, waiting for renewal. The vision was very terrible and I seemed but a small child or speck. The vision was too vast and wonderful to comprehend. And in my soul I felt deeply wounded and sick, a sickness I cannot describe. And I wanted to see no more, and I wanted to hear no more, and I wanted to know no more.
And afterwards I was comforted, and afterwards I was given understanding, and afterwards I knew that I suffered not alone, nor in vain. And with my heart, I blessed the secret Maker thereof. And with my heart, I was given [ ].
And with my heart, I was given the patience to wait for the blessing of the completion of that work.
How mighty His works! How wonderful His understanding! How unfathomable He!